Alpacas of Malaysia

Hey guys. Back for more? Well, I'm gonna tell you about an animal I officially love. So cuddly and cute. Its the ALPACA <33 Gosh Do I love em'. Thank you so much to World Scholars Cup for introducing such a wonderful thing to us. HAHAHA. Actually, what I'm gonna talk about is World Scholars Cup. I'm sure you guys are all like, WTF is that? Seriously, check it up mann. Its just so awesome and I freakin' LOVE IT. The people in charge are awesomely crazy (fun at times) Bunnie, Danial, Zac, Grace, Don and whoever I didn't mention, YOU ROCK TOO ;DD. Gosh, I'm already missing it. It was so much fun y'know. We had like quizes, debates, some bowl thingy. It sound so lame and nerdy but its like so freaking awesome you may tend to cry after everything finished. But of course, we only went for the regionals and guess what? WE MADE IT TO THE WORLD FINALS!! Woohoo. Oh gosh, I'm too obessesed. Well, what we'll be doing next week is that we'll get to meet people from ALL AROUND THE WORLD. OMG, doesn't that sound exciting??? I just love it mann. Haihhhh, I'll be able to meet new people and like make friends with people from outside this country and stuff like that. I think I just jizzed :/ Oh well, it was some pretty good jizz. I'm actually writting this entry cause I can't freaking wait for the Finals. ZOMG, we get to go out of college! YAY. FUCK YOU debate seniors! I told you I was good enough. I won best debater for crying out loud and you still called me a loser -.-' You people and your talentless lives. Haih, what am I gonna do wiuth my hyper-self now? I can't sleep thinking about the Finals. Though all I can do right now is blog and blog and blog all night long. That's like setting a record for myself right? I've never had an entry THIS LONG. Its like longer than a girrafe's neck. Ehehe. See, I'm funny in many ways. So stop calling a buzzkill -.-' Yay. I should stop -.-'

Falling in love

Decided to write a post starting from the left side of the page. Got bored of writing in just the middle. So yeah. Remember how I used to brag about a guy named Megat (Megs)? He was the one. I could have sworn it. He was Mr. Right. He had everything I had hoped for in a guy. He was my everything. Well, you know what I usually like to say right? HAPPY. ENDINGS. ARE. BULL. SHIT. Fullstop. He gave me hope. He really did. But I found out  he was flirting with my best friend. CHRIST man. What the fuck were you thinking? She would have told me without me having to even ask about you. She came clean. I loved her for that. but you? You denied all the shit. What for, bitch, what for? I loved you more than a fat boy loved chocolate. Wasn't that enough? NOOOOO. You asked for it. Though I'm dissing you right now, I still love you. I know you weren't happy being with me. It really does hurt cause you MADE me like you. And now looked what happened. Megs, you kept on saying that you deserve a second chance. You do baby. But still, my dad told me, If you love something so much, set it free. That's what I'm doing. I don't want you to be "Stuck" with me. I want you to love me for whatever it is that I have. I know it's not much but stil. i loved you, why couldn't you have done the same. Thank you so much for such a joyride. I love you Megs. I really do <3

Holy Puss in them Lauboutin Boots.

Holy Shiznits!

Its been like what, one whole fcukin year?

Damn right, fool.

So yeah. These were the few things I had to update on this old-ass blog

Fell in love

Sprained my foot.

Achieved new year's resolution.

Broke my heart.

Lost a friend.

Lost a pussy (Cat)

Well, I'll start detailing each and everyone.

One by one in a new post.

Bye darlings <3

Make me forget you.

YOU!
I love you.

Indefinitely.

How can you not see?

The smile when I see you,

The blush when I talk to you,

The hearts when I dream of you.

How am I going to survive this feeling if you're not there?

Hey, you have no idea how big my love is.

You're with another but I don't mind cause,

being with her makes you happy.

Seeing you happy makes me happier.

(':

You're mine in my heart and that's good enough.

Now, its your turn to tell me.

WOULD I always be in your heart?

Holy mother of lipgloss!

OMG!

Its been AGES since I wrote.

LITERALLY!

Well, Nadira Deanna Chan inspired me to RE-write :D

And that's exact;y what Im doing (;

Well, life's been a piece of shit.

BORING.BORING.BORING.GAY.BORING.

Whatevers. At least I still have NaDeaChan and AllYasmin <3

Ma two fave bitches.

OOOHHH,

and I have two fave guys who listen.

MEGAT RAZIQ AND ADRIAN <3

all four of you RULE!

But I respect girl codes, so I love me baby girls betta <3

Anyways, they understand what friendship really means.

They don't go all pushy like others,

they don't talk to me when I'm seriously pissed,

and..

I KNOW THEY LOVE ME BACK :D

These people have rocked my world.

So, stop asking me who I love best

cause they're all my awesome's <3

I'm stuck inside a jar, so honey, turn the lid and set me free < 3

Yes, its for you Nadira.

Seriously, the only reason I texted you was because I thought I wouldn't make a good friend.

Tpi I forgot.
You aren't my best friend.... best friends are temporary.
You're my soul sister <3

A sister is hard to find ya know...
So be thankful I choose you. :P

Yes,
Now, I seem to be blocked...
I don't have an idea on what to write.
NADIRA, why aren't you online?

I've got a little problem.
Why am I fat?
Tlg bgi tau me pls..

And my dad won't stop bugging me.
"Anis! Jog NOW!"

Cam sial dowh...

=.='

Babe, You are my only sister.
Of course, you understand me more than myself :\
(its true)
<3

So please. Be there for me.
:)

Continuation.

As I said, 

My life pretty much is destroyed.

Best friends are just, well

They're only there when you're

HAPPY.

But when you're in trouble,

They'd back down.

Boyfriends on the other hand are like

Weathers.

When you wanna play outside, 

it rains.

When you feel sooo lazy,

masa tu lah the sun comes up.

My wishlist.

A boyfriend who truly loves me.

A best friend who truly cares.

P/S: N.D.C, you aren't my best friend. You're my TWIN. 

You already are a piece in my puzzle <3

Pshhh.. Srry I didn't wish you a Happy Birthday.

So I actually bought you something from Universal Studios.

:\ Srry Twin.. And if it makes you feel any better....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, NADIRA DEANNA CHAN/

NADIRA SYAFIAH <3