Make me forget you.

YOU!
I love you.

Indefinitely.

How can you not see?

The smile when I see you,

The blush when I talk to you,

The hearts when I dream of you.

How am I going to survive this feeling if you're not there?

Hey, you have no idea how big my love is.

You're with another but I don't mind cause,

being with her makes you happy.

Seeing you happy makes me happier.

(':

You're mine in my heart and that's good enough.

Now, its your turn to tell me.

WOULD I always be in your heart?

Holy mother of lipgloss!

OMG!

Its been AGES since I wrote.

LITERALLY!

Well, Nadira Deanna Chan inspired me to RE-write :D

And that's exact;y what Im doing (;

Well, life's been a piece of shit.

BORING.BORING.BORING.GAY.BORING.

Whatevers. At least I still have NaDeaChan and AllYasmin <3

Ma two fave bitches.

OOOHHH,

and I have two fave guys who listen.

MEGAT RAZIQ AND ADRIAN <3

all four of you RULE!

But I respect girl codes, so I love me baby girls betta <3

Anyways, they understand what friendship really means.

They don't go all pushy like others,

they don't talk to me when I'm seriously pissed,

and..

I KNOW THEY LOVE ME BACK :D

These people have rocked my world.

So, stop asking me who I love best

cause they're all my awesome's <3

I'm stuck inside a jar, so honey, turn the lid and set me free < 3

Yes, its for you Nadira.

Seriously, the only reason I texted you was because I thought I wouldn't make a good friend.

Tpi I forgot.
You aren't my best friend.... best friends are temporary.
You're my soul sister <3

A sister is hard to find ya know...
So be thankful I choose you. :P

Yes,
Now, I seem to be blocked...
I don't have an idea on what to write.
NADIRA, why aren't you online?

I've got a little problem.
Why am I fat?
Tlg bgi tau me pls..

And my dad won't stop bugging me.
"Anis! Jog NOW!"

Cam sial dowh...

=.='

Babe, You are my only sister.
Of course, you understand me more than myself :\
(its true)
<3

So please. Be there for me.
:)

Continuation.

As I said, 

My life pretty much is destroyed.

Best friends are just, well

They're only there when you're

HAPPY.

But when you're in trouble,

They'd back down.

Boyfriends on the other hand are like

Weathers.

When you wanna play outside, 

it rains.

When you feel sooo lazy,

masa tu lah the sun comes up.

My wishlist.

A boyfriend who truly loves me.

A best friend who truly cares.

P/S: N.D.C, you aren't my best friend. You're my TWIN. 

You already are a piece in my puzzle <3

Pshhh.. Srry I didn't wish you a Happy Birthday.

So I actually bought you something from Universal Studios.

:\ Srry Twin.. And if it makes you feel any better....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, NADIRA DEANNA CHAN/

NADIRA SYAFIAH <3

Missing pieces.

Shazzam! 

Anis is back, babeyh!

 So.. its been quite a while hasn't it? 

Guess what? 

I've been at school this whole time! (Please, that statement wasn't in a joyful melody) 

Staying in an all-girls boarding school may sound fun, but seriously, it ain't

 (Okay, maybe it doesn't sound fun :p not if you're a girl it doesn't.)

Hehehehe...

Lets see..... owh yeah.. I was suppose t write something

RELATED

to the title.

Have you ever seen a puzzle with missing pieces?

Could you understand the picture/story it was trying to tell you?

Well, that's pretty much it.

You DON'T get it.

My life is just like that.

No one can understand my life

cause it has a few missing pieces that I need to find.

Best friends? NEVER EXISTED.

Boyfriends? Don't even think about it.

Those are my missing pieces. Can't seem to get the right ones.

Every time I find a piece,

It just doesn't seem to match :\

Maybe it's me. 

Maybe it's the whole picture that's messed up.

Sadly, I don't have enough time to continue...

I'll try and find time to write more...

And to whoever is reading this.. Whether you're a friend or not

Please don't ask if the person I'm talking about is YOU.

Cause if you know/feel you did something wrong,

let the guilt eat you alive.

Jimmy Choo platforms, be mine

WOW ryte?

Went to the shoe festival today.

Saw this piece of art

and fell in 

LOVE!

Gahh..

RM150,000.

I can't even SPEND that amount of money,

let alone EARN it.

Why do I have to be tortured??

Curse anyone who owns any pair of sensible Jimmy Choo heels.

She who owns em' shall break her leg (not show talk)

Mr. Jimmy Choo, ADOPT ME!!!

Mind Your Own Bizzwacks!

Seriously, keep your mean thoughts to yourself!

So what if Nadira likes Hanis (Sbg kwn)

I pun suka dye what? 

and seriously,

Every girl is gedik.

Kalau perempuan x gedik,

Bkan perempua lah tu.. =.='

Ryte Nad?

Haish... apadda...

sikit2 nk cari keburukkan org.

look at yourself lah! =.='

BTW, sry I didnt make this post colourful.

Im a little busy.. so yeah

HANIS AND NAD.

ME LAFF YOU (:

Missed ya old bud.

Dear blog,

I've missed you so so dearly ;)

I'm sorry I haven't been writing, but I had lots of stuff to do.

Well, I have lots of things to tell you..

Lets list em' down in numbers. Okay bloggie??

1. Today, the 28th of March, had an AWESOME date with Amirul :) he actually came to my house.. and we jogged.. but then my foot hurt so we talked and talked and talked <3
2. Had sports day on the 25th of March.. I was (as usual) BORED-TO-DA-MAX! Nothing to do lahh.. dah la the day was soo PANAS... haish..and I had to become the FERIKIN mascot for the yellow house.. bak kata cikgu.. TEAM SPIRIT.
3. Got into a HUGE argument with Amirul yesterday. Misunderstanding actually. Well, his EX threatened me.. she added me and purposely posted "I'm so heartbroken. Knplah ramai sgt nakkan dye" as her status... DESPERATE MUCH!!
4. During softball prac, a friend told me that PLANET and the GANG likes to talk bad about us.. calling fat, uncool, ugly and whatever.. Well, 4 words for you guys, Look in the mirror.. You guys ain't all that... my ass is prettier..

Well bloggie,

I certainly had a lot of things I wanted to get off my chest 

(Not literally =.=')

So.. yeah.. thts it I guess ;)

Me laff you..

Dedicated to Nadira..

Lean On Me (For you, Nad <3)

Nad, you're the person I truly love! 

Second to Allah and family..

But still above Amirul :D

 I wanna apologize if I had ever hurt you

in any way..

And I just wanna let you know 

that you can lean on me at anytime.. <3

I'll be your shoulder to cry on,

your blanket to comfort you,

your sunshine to make you a happy day,

and a 

SISTER 

to help you when you fall,

to remind you to love yourself before me,

to kick anyone's ass if they disturb you!

Nad.. Call me when you need a friend kays..

I'm here for you.. 

Even if I demam ke, penat ke,

I'd definitely hear you out..

I heart you Nadira Deanna Chan!

Go to SCHOOL!!

Seriously lah,

You rempits go get 

PROPER education!

Exhibit A - 

On Facebook..

Bla Bla writes "I love you!" as the status..

 Rempit A- Lu SkE sApE WeI?? aQ kEw??hUhUhU!

Exhibit B - 

 On Facebook (AGAIN)

Bla Bla writes "you're such a rempit" as the status..

Rempit B- k0 pehAl nk mRh2. mMg Aq Remp!t PoWn

MnTg2 aQ tGl Kt kG..

Exhibit C -

On Facebook (HAHAHA)

Bla Bla writes "So bored at home.. " as the status..

Rempit C- WeI, jOm NaEk MotOR Aq, KtA RonDa StU mAlySia..

Yeah.. You get the point ryte??

Seriously, do you guys write like that on purpose,

or are you just retarded??

Clones is it?

Do clones exist?

 

No, seriously..

(In a serious voice :D)

Yesterday, me and mah bro

watched The Vampire's Assistant

FOR THE 10th TIME!

So I was busy...

texting mah baby

*Amirul :D

then my bro was all like

"This is gonna sound gay,

but Darren Shan is pretty hot stuff"..

I was like yeah2..

 

Then he paused cause he needed to pee.

(Him and his setuhpid bladder issues)

and he paused at Darren's face

So I just stared at that hottie for a long time..

After a while..

I was soo amazed!

He looked SEBIJI mcm Haizin!

  

Darren Shan

                   

  

Haizin Hikmal

 

 

LIKE WOAH!!

HAHA..

when my bro came back,

I told him not to play it..

cause I kept staring and staring and..

you get the point.

=.='

So, back to my question..

DO CLONES EXIST??

Me wanna see how I look..

(Mirrors are so UNreliable :P)

N A D I R A

N- Not so emo :)

A- Awesome gler!

D- Damn hot, kot!!

I- Incredible best friend

R- Really really really nice!

A- An awesome TWIN!!

Nad, You make me go GAGA!

I love you like so damn effing much kowt..

I think we really are TWINS!

Promise me you wont forget me kays!!

I LOVE YOU!

Today was a fairytale :D

A-M-I-R-U-L

I LOVE YOU!!

Hahaha!!
Your the best guy I ever met, dowh
*Bahasa rempit.. Srry Syar :D

Nad-ku yg tersayang..

Me laff you too!!
Hahaha.. Syar nye is not bad pe..
Mine is soo....
Tau2 je la ape I nak ckp..

Hahaha.. Amirul..

I loved it when your hand met mine.. (:

And I loved it when your hands were around me..

I felt so warm and loved
...
Your my EVERYTHING..

When you came to my house,
It felt like heaven..
GAWD I LOVE YOU!!

La La La

Miss Batrisyia..

Sweetie, srry bwt you tunggu lama2..

I was busy layaning my friends.. ;)

Tsk tsk

To ihateanis.. (Check at the chatbox)

Boy/girl,

You're one messed-up person.

Hahaha..

Where do I start??

Syg, when I said I had perfect long legs,

I was being 

SARCASTIC..

You know what that means ryte???

Why the EFF did you think I

CANCELED IT??

*idiot =.='

Second,

when I said

Be jealous..

I didn't mean be jealous of me.. -.-'

I said be jealous that I got third, Dunggu!

Apadda.. I really do wanna know you.

You didn't piss me off..

Heck, you made my day :)

So cute lah you...

:) 

If you had the guts to say you hate me,

tell me who you are..

Don't worry.

I don't bite ;)

PS: To all ANIS haters..

Thanks a bunch yeah..

Haters like you

feed my hunger

for compliments..

yes.

I only have haters cause 

my life is wayy better than yours..

Am I right, ihateanis??

Don't get offended kay, sweetie..

I'm just commenting about you like

*how you insulted my blog :D

 * Yes, you insulted my blog,

not me ;)

To long to be true!!

DAYEMM!

Nearly a week since I last blogged..

(:

So many things happened yet

so little time to blog about it..

Well lets see..

We shall start of by saying..

I HATE SEJARAH!!!!!!!!!

Hardest subject I have ever learned!

I'm gonna fail FOR SHO'!

Hmph.. and oh wait....

I GOT THIRD FRIGGIN PLACE

for long jump (:

Yeah thats ryte.

Be jealous (;

Ho yeah!

God has blessed me with

PERFECT LONG LEGS (:

and they were meant to jump a long distance...

(Fine, it ain't Megan Fox perfect)

And HAMIRRULLAH 

what do I do with you??

I never said I hated you..

what I said was

ME  LIKEY LIKEY YOU...

Izokay..

I know you won't change your mind..

But seriously.. the only reason I ran

was because I gotta get you outta my head

 (aya ya ya ya)

OH ME FRIGGIN GOSH.

Nad oh Nad...
My blog ain't 'interesting' -.-
It just some what looks STRIKING..
haish.. I love yah Me Bitch!

Hmm..
Soooo...

I love Puck...

Yes.. as you can ALREADY tell,
I've got pretty much nothing else to say except this

I'M STILL BORED!

I LOVE PUCK!

PUCK, PUCK, PUCK!!!

He's soo hot!! (:

A thousand times hotter than Finn (Pfft)

I love Puck like hell!!

Gahh..

and Quinn and him should be together..

Puck, dump that ugly Primadonna (Rachel) already!

Reasons...

1. She' Fat!
2. She's Ugly!
3. She's with Finn!
4. She ain't nothing like Quinn

Quinn and Puck forver (:

He is sooo hot!!

I ca't stand it.. I wish I was Quinn ):

Lalws.. whatever lah

All I wanna say is that 

QUINN IS WAYY HOTTER THAN RACHEL

and 

PUCK IS WAYY HOTER THAN FINN (:

ta-da.. 

I <3 PUCK AND QUINN :D

SCARY!!

My maths teacher is one of a kind..

She likes to stare at people for no bloody reason..

Are we that pwetty??

HAHAHHA..

kidding. -.-

That one time.. our PKHem

(Penolong Kanan Hal Ekhwal Murid)

was walking around the school

making sure all the students and teachers are doing 

whatever it is their suppose to be doing.

When she came to our class, she basically turned into

The Hulk!

She couldn't stop staring at my math teacher who was 'doing her work'

in her UGLY laptop.

So the PKHem decided to come the next day 

and question us and stuff..

She kept on saying how wrong it was for the teacher to play her UGLY laptop

when she's supposed to be teaching us stuff..

After that day, our maths teacher didn't come for a week..

Rumours  had it that she got fired.

Some were crying, some were happy (:

But she came the next week ):

But instead of playing with her UGLY laptop,

she kept staring out the window

and everytime she got a message,

she'd laugh..

EEW!

My friends said that they saw her in the teachers room 

looking at a half-naked dude's

picture!!

So my friends caught her by surprise

and she slammed her UGLY laptop shut..

Whoah.... scary don'tcha think?

We are all scared of her now.

She gives us the stink eye when we talk about her..

Its like she can hear us from across the room or sumthing..

Oh well,thats it i guess..

Im so bored

damnit..

kays.. byes

Lepak-lepakz..

Coming live from

Anis' room..

Give it up for ANIS!!! 

Hello people who have nothing else to do..

Had fun reading my blog??

Well, like it or not,

you're forced to read this issue of

LEPAK-LEPAKZ @ ONE UTAMA..

HAD SO MUCH FUN (:

Hoyeah! 

Went to One Utama yesterday

and saw HAMIRRULLAH<3

he was hot.. (as usual)

And we watched

PERCY JACKSON; THE LIGHTNING THIEF.

Holy cow, was he hawt.

But before we watched the movie,

we had like 2 hours to walk around the whole building.

OU is basically our third home..

(second is school, urghh)

But whatever..

at least I still had time to hang out with my budds.

and like some Indon dude was like tying to molest Syarlene (:

HEHEHEHEH!

After the movie, I kicked some boy-butt

cause they didn't pay Lyssa back..

which was MEAN!

Hate you bastards!

Thankfully, I had enough money to belanja her..

Oh yeah, we also went to some random pet store 

and like checked out all the pets..

AWESOMENESS!!

I never knew Shit Tzu dogs could be so 

CUTE (:

oh well, enough bout this whole thing..

now I gotta study for some MAJOR exam. ):

Whatever it is, I'm not failing it.

So bye (:

And do hear from me soon.

Oh and huge thanks to..

Allyssa, Yasmin, Nadira, Melati, Hanis, Kamilia,

Kan Kar Mern and the boys..

Love you lotss.

MOHAMED HAMIRRULLAH

Like WOAH!

this dude is SMOKIN :D

Like seriously lah wei!

Dah la he's so hot,

modest plak tu..

Gahh!!!!!!

Sadly.. He has a girlfriend.

FCUK you!

(French Connection United Kingdom)

Whatever lah..

I wont stop loving you..

But my heart belongs to Haizin.

I know... No words can change it 

but..

Haizin, I want you to know

that

I LOVE YOU!

Ups and Downs in our past relationship

never ever effected me.

I thought of it as a lesson for me to learn.

I freakin love you.

And why can't you see it?

Oh well..

My words can't change anything.

 

Valentine's day ):

Curses!

No boy to be my valentine's ):

I want AMIRUL <33

but he's taken..

DAVID..

but he doesn't even know I exist...

WHY? WHY? WHY?

Damnit!

Ahh... nevermind lah.. I have my friends (:

and an awesome family.

Who needs boys to complete your Valentine's Day.

:D

Well.. I'm like 

SUPER-DUPER-UBER-LOOPER

BORED ryte now....

HE's sound asleep,

My daddeyh's watching football,

My mumsie is... Im not so sure..

Oh well...

Bye (:

Won't be blogging anymore )':

Gotcha there (: hell no!

Blogging is my life!

Bored as shiz!

What to do when I'm bored??

BLOG, BLOG, BLOG!

I'm so addicted (:

Well, today we had KFC after school.

Had a picnic with Nelly, Farra, Nabo, Dania, Aisyah W and M and Liyana (:

It was awesome..

And I'm soo over David.

I mean seriously, he's like 4 years older than me.

By the time I even start my life as a teenager,

He'll be in freakin college.

What do I care.

Friends comes first .Boys are last on the list.

And I'm sooo in love with...

CHASE CRAWFORD <3

 He is FINE!

hahah But whatever.

I still can't believe I'm over David!

Gahh.. I want him but I don't

(THAT DOESN'T MAKE SENSE)
Hmph... so depressed! ):
damn it.. my daddy's calling me down.
Esh! GTG peeps 
Will be blogging soon though (:
Buh-bye

To all the Bieber lovers

Woah!! (: Lyssa you rawk!

Hehehe.. sorry for the J.B lovers..

But I'm

ANTI-BOYS WHO HAVEN'T REACHED PUBERTY!

Wait a couple years and you'll start puking

cause you'll see a stache,

and his voice will start to break!

That's when I can finally take my ear plugs off (;

Justin Bieber 

is a KID

or

a teenager with a girl's voice.

Even my mum thought he was a girl..

I was listening to the song One Time

cause everyone forced me to..

and my mum was like

Quote

"Anis, did you ever wonder

why this girl's mum is so cruel??

I mean seriously..

She sings soo well,

is so famous,

but her mum calls her JUSTIN BIEBER"

HAHAHAHAHAHAH

I was LAUGHING LIKE A CRAZY BITCH!

I was like

"Mum, that 'she' you were referring to is a 'he'." 

My mum started to laugh like myself too 

XD

 LAWLS.

Please guys..I'm sure you have better things to do 

than to admire his baby face.

He's just famous cause he's cool 

and

cause of his looks.

I'm sorry if I have offended you 'J.B lovers'

But its fun dissing about this kid (:

Credits to Allyssa for the picture.

Check out her blog..

www.lyssatherockstar.blogspot.com

Woah!!! Ain't she something?

Hazel-Nut!!! Go f'ck yourself!
David doesn't even like you, FAT-ASS!

Urgh!!! Hate you!

2o/o1/2o1o
Hazel- Nut went for KRS practice.
Kawad, kawad, kawad...
Ahhh... after standing in the hot sun,
she decided to be a really NAUGHTY girl!
Flirting around with CINA APEKS!
Bwahahahha...
She almost wanted to take her top off
to show em'
her HAIRY ARMPITS!!
LOSER!!

Then, Mr. HOTTIE (:
a.k.a David Tham,
asked for her Ko-Ko card,
and it was in her ASS POCKET.

She said she didn't want to give him
(Her way of flirting)
Soo... he finally said..
"What do you want me to do?"

Ahhh... she thought of many slutty ideas..
But she executed the best
"I want you to reach into my ASS POCKET
and take my card"
So she moved her BIG, FLABBY ASS
towards David.

She kept on saying
"Hurry lah.. take it or leave it"
Next thing you know, she was talking...
TO HERSELF!!!
hahahaha...

Everyone was staring at her!
She started to cry
:D
and she said..
"I know lah David like me..
but why he must tell everyone
to look look at my bum-bum.
I don't friend David anymore lah!"
HAHAHAHA!
Wei bitch.. don't flirt with mata sepets during English class..

Your broken English makes you look/sound like
some Hong Kong pornstar (:

Swear to god!!

Hahahaha.. so HAZEL-NUTS
Learned your lesson??
If you haven't..
Let me tell you this, slut,

You know you have ONE BIG ASS..
well.. actually... UR FAT!
Sedar diri lah....
Don't be such a wannabe.
Even David thinks you are so full of yourself.
Sweetie, you dig your nose in class..

BOYS DO NOT FIND THAT ATTRACTIVE!
WAKAKAKKA!!!!
Bitch oh bitch..
Let this be a lesson to you,
don't flirt with boys.. (nor girls)
YOU AIN'T PRETTY, FATTY!

The hot, hot twins of F4 and F5 (:

I basically am the MOST luckiest person!
It wasn't a mistake to go to SMKBUD(3)
DAMN, DAMN DOUBLE DAMN!!

Seniors are like SO-DA-FREAKIN'- HOT!
Yes, yes.. You're all probably thinking..
I have no chance against the hot chicks of my school

Well...
you thought ryte (;
I DON'T HAVE THE SLIGHTEST CHANCE!

But one things for sure,
I'M IN LOVE!!!

Lets start off with the form 4 twins
We call em' the Chins (:
Obviously cause their last names are Chin. =.='
I got you there for a sec didn't I?
hahaha.. These hot identical twins are like
ANGELS SENT FROM ABOVE <3

JOSHUA CHIN- HAWT, HAWT HAWT HAWT HAWT!
One thing's for sure.. he knows I have a HUGE crush on him
and he shouted my name from the highest floor (:

GAHH!! ILY, JOSHUA CHIN!

Ahhh.. his identical twin
Exactly like his brother..
A scoop of heaven!

Jonathan Chin- DAMN! Could he be any hotter than he already is?
I swear to god... he's the only thing that makes my heart beat fast enough..
RUGBY, SOFTBALL, BASKETBALL!!
Athletic lah wei! <33

Now its the form 5 twins (;

DAVID THAM!! I'm pretty sure he won't read this so.... here it goes..
Among all of these hotties.. I LOVE HIM THE MOST! (:

I want him!!!! he is the sweetest, most innocent dude
I've ever seen.. <3
David knows I love him..
But no way would he like a JUNIOR!
IDC!
There is nothing stopping me from loving him!

Twin number 2- Daniel Tham (;
He is a breathe of fresh air!
So innocent... and so "suci"
Hahahaha..... has the looks that's for sure (:

I'd say I don't exist..
At least not in their worlds
But I'm positive.. they are in mine!

Story of a broken heart

It was supposedly a splendid evening
for this young, unwise girl.
A day she thought she'd never forget..
and indeed.. she could never forget this day..

11/01

She sits on her bed waiting for "him" to send her a message.
Oh yes, he finally did..
the boy wrote..
"Hey!! hows your day?? mine was pretty suck-ish."
She couldn't think of anything to reply...
her mind went
TOTALLY BLANK.

As the clock kept ticking,
she had no choice but to lie..
"Oh.. mine was pretty suck-ish too"
Yeah right! Go find yourself a book of lies!!

He wondered if she was alright..
this was not the way she usually reacted..
she'd always try and make him feel better..
so the boy then answered
"You got something you wanna say, darl?"

Oh dear lord.. her heart was beating fast!
She did not know how to put it in any other way..
So she wrote
"Erm.. you know tomorrow is OUR anniversary ryte??"

Holy cheese! He forgot!!!
The boy felt guilty!! so he then lied by telling her he would/could never forget..
Lies.. lie once.. and you lie a lot more to cover the first lie.

She jumped on her bed..
"HURRAY! and I though he'd forget"
oh no! Did this boy not know how
much she loved him??

GUESS NOT!

She bought him things that he'd wanted since
they first met.
When she told him that,
he couldn't think of any other lie...

So he finally texted her back saying that he had to go..

Wow, she could not feel more happier in her whole miserable life!
Pretty stupid dontcha think?
Falling for people who doesn't even remember you existed
till you actually go up to him..

12/01

The day she waited for the whole 24 hours she'd been living.
"Baby, happy anniversary"
She sent to him.
What an unwise decision..

GAHH!! he couldn't say anything..
He didn't reply.
He had to wait till noon to break the news..

"Girl, we needa talk.."
"Is it something I said??"

hahaha... could you be any stupid little girl?

"Well, yes... I'm breaking up with you."
"WHY??"
"You're just gonna break my heart.. I gtg. bye"

OH MY DEAR GOSH!!

Now, what is she going to do with those presents?
As a matter a fact, what is she going to do about her heart broken self??
What a pity, so young yet so stupid..

She remembered this whole incident in full detail..
Isn't she just adorable?
Memorizing the most hurtful part..
And could not even remember the 287 messages of love he sent to her..
)':
She promised herself not to love anyone
for she thought everybody
was as cruel, as cold-hearted as him.

She's all grown up now... facing the cold world all by her self.
Now, just think..
Would you have sulked till death like she did?
Or
Would you have moved on??
Don't be as idiotic as her.
I'd go for the second option.

Hmph.... friends

Ahhh.. friends..
Something/someone so unreliable.
Begs to know secrets,
And sells them to people who needs it most...
ENEMIES!!

No way am I going to mention names..
I'm not THAT mean.
But these two people need to be taught a lesson.

I mean seriously, if you hate me so much...
Get the f'ck away from my FB profile.
I DON'T even need your
lame-ass jokes,
retarded comments,
or even the sweetest things..

I never even wanted you to appear in my life!
Please.. I didn't even WANT to write this..
But you left me no choice

First day..

First day, first day,
Why so soon?
Didn't even end my 2oo9 well..

New school, new friends, new subjects...
NEW LIFE!
Class filled with braniacs
ain't what you call the best thing that's happened.

And I thought being separated with friends was bad enough,
try living a life filled with pressure.
"Study harder Anis."
What the f*** man.
like working my ass off isn't good enough...

What have I ever done to deserve this.....
Making feel like I wasn't even meant to be.
This might be boring to you,
but my understanding to a blog is

a place where I can express my feelings..

Fell In Love... <3

Haizin Hikmal!!!!
The love of my friggin life.
Bloody supportive,
Hotter than the Sun,
Sweeter than sugar
and.....
AWESOME!!!

Gawd, he is the guy.
*I swear*
He comforts me
in a very, very, very
confusing way..

He's the most perfect being in this world..
He knows when I need warmth,
He knows when I need love,
and he definitely knows when
I NEED HIM...

He needs not to worry for me
cause I'm right there beside him.
And he is by my side too...
To catch me when I fall,
To hug me when I cry..

That's just Haizin..
He was meant to be my guardian angel (:

I LOVE YOU HAIZIN!
remember that..
I love you so much that
if you found someone else..
I'd support you cause
I hunger for your happiness.

I'M DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH YOU.

Swim.... with a pinch of love <3

ZOMG!!!

What a great way to start the year..
SWIMMING WITH MY PALS!!
Even better..
it was at
THE CLUB
*a super-duper exclusive club (:

Anyways... I totally had fun there.
I was so childish.
(or shall I say we)
*winkwink*

The lifeguards were like
"WTF is wrong with these chics??"
HAHAHAHA...
We showed them..
we totally invented the word
CRAZYYYY!!!!

Slides, bucket-thingy, merry-go-rounds..
everything was there (:
Kids there were 10 times way matured than we would ever be
IN A LIFETIME!

but seriously, being crazy means
living your life to the max ya'll...

I certainly learned something there..
If you see specks of little green things in the water,
DON'T EAT IT, YOU FOOL!

xoxo, AdAnis MelIra- Adani, Anis, Melati, Nadira